Technology and Death

It's been and odd week. Right now, i'm pretty pissed. the printer i got for christmas that i have been trying to set up, needs it's own usb cord. that i don't have. i bought cd for the first time in several years.....now i can't find my usb for my ipod to sinc them for my trip. and i has no money. on top of the whole despretly needing sneakers that a bum wouldn't turn down before the trip too. uhg.

on a sad and odd note though, and old co-worker of mine died the other day. not old as in age, infact she was only a year or two older than me, still not yet thirty. but we worked together for a couple of years up until a couple years ago when she was fired. she was a nice girl, not the best employee, but a nice person. she was the first person to try to make me feel at hom here when i moved down south for the second time. its always sad when someone you know dies. never really know how to deal with it. but later that day i was going through my cell phone and saw that i still had her number in there. we weren't close. i wondered if i called the number what kinda of response would i get. would the line already be disconnected? it amazed me at out easly it was to just delete someone and they aren't there anymore. like i said we weren't close. i guess the longer you keep someone's number in your phone after they die the closer you were.