Once was too much, twice is just down right unfair

i'm getting over my second flu this year. i feel horrible cause i had to call out of my jobs for the weekend, the weekend before my boyfriend and i go to dc. which never looks good. however, i was forced to go to work sat morning, and left about an hour later covered in tears and on the verge of passing out. i had a fever of a 102 and my temp usually runs around 96.7 i was tired and delirious. needless to say it sucked. i barely even got on line. mostly i was just a lump. my fever broke sat night and i have started to progressively feel better.
we had to postpone our trip cause of my illness and the snow. but we will hopefully be leaving in the morning. i cant wait. i just feel horrible cause even now im still sick and wont be able to do as much as we had hoped for. i know we will have other chances with some many friends and family up there but this is the first time im going with him.

im mostly phlegm at this point, eww i know.

i'm uber excited still. i get to play tour guide and see how much has changed.

but i still feel like crap. packing right now seems way too overwhelming. actually taking a shower seems too overwhelming. needless to say im still sick. maybe sleeping in the car all day tomorrow will help.


well back to slowly making progress in the packing.