5:50 am and all is not well

have you ever just woke up on the wrong side of the bed?

well, that's me this morning. i woke up angry. what a wonderful way to start out the morning.
and then on top of that i had the worst dream last night. not a nightmare. just a bad dream. and for the most part of it i was craving cigarettes and giving in to them left and right. uhg. my forth month mark of not smoking is sat. and lately the cravings are getting worse.

i wish i could just just shake all the nastiness out.

off to work.