Perspective from last year

you know how you feel like there are points in your life that you come to a fork in the road? and you look down the path and think "geez, do i go left or right?" well here im gonna fuck it up for you. i found out a while back that just because you see two paths a head of you doesn't mean that you only have two choices. actually you five; the left road, the right road, the one you just came from, or you could get off and make your own path (which actually changes your number of options greatly) or you can just sit your happy ass down and do nothing.
thats pretty much proof that i think way too much. so much so that i realized recently that i took the last choice. i've over contemplated my options so much over the past few years that instead of going anywhere i decided unconsciencly to settle down at that fork, i think perhapes i even built a house there. one day it would seem that i stopped worring about where to go and instead made it atleast bearable to stay in my indecision. so now i guess im at the point that im ready to leave my house, still with no clue as to where to go, but im clearing it out and am willing to leave it intact for who ever the next poor soul is that finds it.
good luck to me







ok....actually i wrote that late late 2007, so its been just over a year. I was going back reading some old stuff and found this. I like this one. It makes me think about the fact that i have gotten up off my ass and moved from that spot. Not as far as i would like to have, but at a very nice steady pace forward. Not sure where too still, honestly i dont think ill ever know where to. But im moving so that's all that matters ^_^